January 30, 2014

• …

  I was just telling a friend last night  I cry maybe every 6 months. I think that cry might be tonight. Gah.

  Frustrating things, in no particular order.

  • Basketball – no respect from the AD or Varsity Guy’s Coach, scheduling issues

  • Life – having to reschedule and cancel other things because of the above. It’s cool, it’s not like I already had plans.

  • Work – false expectations, job postings

  • 3 different guys pursuing me. One I said no to with no second thought. One I’ve been forced to cut things off because he has and continues to move too quickly, despite my many warnings and concerns against it. I really hate hurting people. The 3rd guy…been on pursuit for awhile and although I know his intentions at least 97.46%, he hasn’t made them known.

  • My eldest brother crap.

  • A good friend’s sister died.

  • Another lost friendship. It’s becoming a skill of mine.

  This weirdly helped. Writing it out, always seems to do that. I know the above doesn’t seem like much. I seriously need a massage to get these knots out.

  sigh.

  • 10:00 pm
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