November 28, 2012
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Today I cried…
…at work.
March 31, 2012 was the last time I cried.
If today would’ve been a normal kind of work day it would’ve been fine and suppressing my other emotions would have been doable…for another day at least. But lucky me, my boss came in quite vindictive about everything…work…his personal life. I’m telling you I was seconds from saying, “I quit” at 7:35 this morning. I was literally saved by a phone call (from his daughter who only made him more angry).
It was 1:30 pm when I got another vindictive email – 1 of many throughout the day that finally brought me to my breaking point.
So I began to cry. Not the bawling, huffing and puffing kind. I don’t usually do that anyway. Just tears streaming down my face and a strong sniffle every so often kind.
I cried about work. about basketball. about Anna. about my grandparents. about life.
About how thankful I was that my nephew called me today.
It lasted about 5 minutes. Then I sucked it up and became an adult again.
Thank you Lord that even after today, I can have joy and that tomorrow is another day where Your mercies are new, again.
