November 14, 2012

• ugh.

  So much for not blogging. Here's number 2 today. It's a follow up on number 1. 

  I've never been a big advice asker. Anyway, the short is, I asked another coach that has had my players for volleyball what she thought. She responded honestly. I responded honestly and sent it...yeah, to the player somehow. I'm seriously feeling sick to my stomach now. I was finishing writing it up as Emily called and must have just sent it incorrectly while I was on the phone. I've done this once before (to a friend in college) and I thought our friendship was over -- I was her MOH. I didn't expect Heather to handle the situation correctly and I for sure don't expect this HS girl to do so. I feel sick. My message had mentioned one other on the team and I'm telling you, if this girl didn't already manipulate me and hold things over me. This doesn't help. 

  Lord, teach me something in this and please work this out for your good. Gah. I'm exhausted and this plus my period were the last things I would have like to have happen today. No such luck. 

  (heavy sigh) I need to go to bed.'

  I thought last night I could really use some encouragement. You know that encouragement from someone out of the blue who didn't know you needed to be encouraged. You know what I'm talking about. Ugh. I didn't think that could get to be more needed.

  • 10:26 pm
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