December 8, 2010
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nail in the coffin.
You ever get sick of getting screwed over and over and over again?
Often I wonder when my chance is going to come when I don't get screwed? All through my life thus far, I can think of significant things/people that have screwed me. I wonder if this is the life that I'm just on now - as much as I say, I'm done being screwed it happens time and time again. I KNOW that I will continue to work with people who are just like some of the people I worked with here - Morgan and Jordan (specifically) - more Jordan. It's ...sigh, I paused this blog to read an email from a friend. I'm not angry with God - frustrated. Ugh, I hurt for them. I wish life wasn't screwing them over right now.
Last night we had our premiere -- it actually looked pretty good on the screen, I was kind of shocked by it to be honest. For a split second, it made me forget about the process we just went through and how much it suck....then our director and producers got up and introduced cast, crew...then our Director spoke. A guy who has made this semester a complete and utter challenge (code for a CRAPPY semester) -- anything that sucks just makes it a challenge right? Just like an internship is good for your resume (code for FREE work) - done with that as well. Anyways, he gets up and says, "I have nothing to say. How about another round of applause for my girlfriend who played the dead body because she's amazing." At that moment, I said "Really" out loud and people turned to me and said that was loud. I said, I don't care - he just made all of us look like incompetent college students and just unprofessional. I was and am still pissed. He is an unprofessional ass. Yes, I just swore. I never do and currently, it feels good to call him what he really is -- I couldn't believe it, our crew was embarrassed for us - not him, he just proved his "assness" in front of everyone. The perfect nail in the coffin because if he didn't have his grade yet for the project, that better take it down. That is all I have to say....wow, I'm so mad. Although, I've definitely cooled off some last night - it was great.
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